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Mother Works the Nursing Home Crowd
By Michael S. Smith
 

 
The only hard part of this visit home
Was going for Grandma,
Tucked away with a roommate insane
As she would have been
If she could hear or remember anything
Of the last ten years.
 
The sturdy brick facade stood solid brown
On crew cut groomed grass,
An institutional still life assuring
Anyone who cared
Whatever hid inside was in order.
 
We opened doors that sounded an alarm,
But Mother depressed
The red button and we walked quietly
Down the narrow hall,
 
Which reeked of vomit, incontinence and bleach,
And against whose walls
Inmates leaned like scarecrows without gardens.
 
Some talked to themselves,
Several drooled or shook, one stared straight down.
 
I looked straight ahead.
 
We marched as quickly as Mother's pace allowed,
For she spoke to them,
 
Every one of them, whether they understood
Or not, even touched
Them and patted the rocking woman's back &
 
She chatted warmly
With a legless man who likely never
Talked with anyone else.
At last we'd negotiated the corridor
 
Of despair and reached
Her mother's dank cell.
We had to yell and tug her, wheel her out
And let her show off,
Escorted like a queen by her retinue
 
Of family, upstaging
The ranks of peers in humble posture up
Against the gray walls.
But Mother loved them all and they knew it.
I had to escape,
Like Grandma, but Mother took her sweet time.